YYYTuesday, November 07, 2006
Emptiness - An emotion of either being drained or solitary
Tears - One of the means to express joy, upset, sorrow, worry, defeat
On either of those i dont know where to exactly stand and point out what i felt or how i reacted. Empty for something i dunno, crying for something i have no idea of.
Given the fact that i was literally alone in the house which might have constituted the whole scenario, i feel like i am missing something. I thought i was happy, i thought i was stable, i thought i was complete... until i started crying for no reason at all yesterday. What's wrong with me?
Maybe i need change, maybe i need to change, but on what aspect? What's MISSING IN ME?
To add to my upset, Ms. Ursula/Batista is my Professor in 2 courses. darn. Hello stress, more upset and unending research. Maybe i do learn something from her, the bad thing about it is learning in pressure - like you'll commit a mistake in everything you do, on everything you say and she'll cut you on your back once you commit these things. She likes other people to perpetrate a mistake then here she comes to rebuke and tell the hell of you that you did it wrong. Its like, IM THE ONLY ONE WHO DOES RIGHT IN HERE. Well, if she just taught those things before then we should have avoided doing it, if only she TEACHES and not leave us hanging on textbook and internet researches. On the other hand, did I really learn anything from her exept to be scared the hell out of her? I guess, there are, but most i burned just to let her off my memory.
2:23 PM
YYY The girl
YYY The wishes
Happiness
Recognition from Ms. Darkness
Olympus F-190!
Succesful Feasibility Study
To have my SUPERFRIENDS forever!
YYY She Adores
Family Get-Aways
Christmas
Holidays
Cello's Doughnuts & Dips!
Raisin with Cinnamon
Holy Kettle Corn
!Shopping!
Rachel McAdams
Amanda Bynes
Johnny Depp
Orlando Bloom
Jerry Bruckhaimer Films/Shows
Feel Good Tunes & Movies
YYY She Abhors
Plastics
Cynics
Pompous creatures
Cocky beings
YYY Archieve
YYY The exits
YYY The credits
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