YYYSunday, November 12, 2006
Running through my past entries, it seems that i have a detest on either my professors or classmates on the first weeks of school. Is this a "post-vacation syndrome"?
Maybe or maybe not. See, the thing now, i have a professor who I think doesn't believe in me. Get that? It's like whatever i do, she'll never recognize me for what I am and what I do. It sucks to feel that way. Fine, its alright to not recognize me, or just don't notice me at all but to know that she sees you and yet she doesnt like you, darn, that sucks.
What's worst than not understanding what she teaches is the thought that she's watching you to fall apart. Maybe because of freakin' expectation that had built up when we first encountered her, or some other reason, but i feel that im not a student learning my way up in a healthy learning environtment. I feel terrorized and she's waiting for me to commit an effin mistake. WHAY IS THAT?! It would be much better if im just aware of what the darn thing I did to make her feel that way than like now im freakin clueless!
9:57 AM
YYY The girl
YYY The wishes
Happiness
Recognition from Ms. Darkness
Olympus F-190!
Succesful Feasibility Study
To have my SUPERFRIENDS forever!
YYY She Adores
Family Get-Aways
Christmas
Holidays
Cello's Doughnuts & Dips!
Raisin with Cinnamon
Holy Kettle Corn
!Shopping!
Rachel McAdams
Amanda Bynes
Johnny Depp
Orlando Bloom
Jerry Bruckhaimer Films/Shows
Feel Good Tunes & Movies
YYY She Abhors
Plastics
Cynics
Pompous creatures
Cocky beings
YYY Archieve
YYY The exits
YYY The credits
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